So damn blue

Time for an update, don't you think?
Thought I'd treat you to a batch consisting of no less than twenty-six icons - on the very same person to top it off!
Won't go any further than that today, though. My Photobucket account is so messy it's insane. It contains stuff dating back probably all the way back to 2005 when I first started making stuff and the account was created. I know that there's stuff from at least 2006 anyway. You know what that makes? A lot of stuff. Some cleaning/structurizing (is that how you spell that?) is way over due. Well, that's gonna happen some other time - as always.

ICONS
[01-26] Lily Loveless

Teasers:
  
( Who's she, blowing kisses from the catwalk? )

Lookie look!
A new design. I sort of sucks, but it's gonna have to apply for now.
Unfortunately my vision for the header did not transfer into the finished product, I might work on it later. Because right now it's... Well, plain boring and missing something.

I'm bored and tired. That's about it.

Not too long ago I tried to upload some stuff. However, when it came to posting it, something decided to fuck the whole post up for me. And seeing it was late and had taken quite some time to get everything into the post, I decided to just let it be.
I might give it another try soon, but I can almost guarantee that it won't be as extensive as the one I planned that night some time ago.
It'll all depend on my mood that particular time and day.

Graduation is just around the corner. Perhaps that'll do as motivation? We'll see.

Well, well. Look what the cat dragged in!
Though without anything to say, I felt a sudden urge to just write! And now I am...

And now I think I'm not, because I'll go and watch the last aired episode of Gossip Girl and then hit the sack. You see, unfortunately, I have this thing tomorrow called "school". Crap.

Who wants to hear something pathetic?

...

Okay, I'll tell you anyway; just a few minutes ago I thought about my layout and figured I should make a new one!
What's wrong with me?
Seems all I do around this place is popping up once in a while only to make new layouts... Don't think I need to elaborate any further why it's unnecessary... Nevertheless, there will be a new layout. You know, whatever.

Also, I've given some thought to what causes these so rare updates. I'm not sure what my official conclusion is, laziness may be one. But I don't think it's fair to blame it all on this specific cause; fact is, I don't make as much stuff as I did when I first started off using Paint Shop Pro or Photoshop, or whatever. In the beginning I made new stuff all the time, only problem there is that pretty much all of it looks like crap! Anyway, back then I made things for the fun of it. Don't get me wrong, I still love it, but nowadays I care way too much about what I'll do with everything I make. Like, will I ever use it? The answer is usually "no", and then I see no point in having it just laying around. I don't know if that's a very good way to think and look at it, but my brain's always been a bit messed up.

Honestly I'm not sure that I actually have time for this, I probably should be busy writing a packing list... But this is much more fun!

So, as promised... lots and lots of stuff! Some of these stuff are really old, so you might already have seen it, but still. And if we're lucky, maybe you've forgotten about them? ;)

ICONS:
[01-10] Rachel Bilson
[11-30] Music video: "Stuck" by Stacie Orrico
[31-38] Gwen Stefani

BANNERS:
[01-08] Various: Ashley Olsen, Hayden Christensen, Rachel Bilson, Desperate Housewives, Dido, Sophia Bush, Ashely Benson & Megan Fox
[09-10] Mandy Moore
[11-13] Chloë Sevigny
[14-15] Milo Ventimiglia
[16-19] Blake Lively

WALLPAPERS/FAN ARTS:
[01-03] Various: Gossip Girl, Christina Aguilera & Dita Von Teese

Teasers:
 ( You didn't see this coming, did you? )

Oh my, this was tiresome! Gonna have to start update more often, so that they don't have to be so big every time! :P

Well, well, what do we have here? New layout - again!
But I wasn't fully content with the last one, and after all... It was like three months ago. The fact that I haven't really posted anything since is nothing that needs to be brought up! ;)

But that's not all! Tonight, after having working on it quite alot these past days, the mood theme I started on in like February is finally done!! I had some done all ready, but I wasn't to happy with them, so I decided to start from scratch, and well... It took some time! But now I'm done, and I really like them a lot! Although I choose not to make on every single mood, since I'll probably never use them anyway! I have a feeling that's the deal with some of those that I actually made too, but when you find nice pictures you simply can't recist! ;)

Thought I'd share them all with you, won't write out what mood each one represets, though. But I think you'll be able to see and/or guess most of them anyway! And if not, you can always ask (I'm aware of that some of them isn't that obvious that I first thought) ;)

Teasers:

   ( Mood swings? Me? )
And before my take off to England, Saturday morning, I'm hoping I'll be able to post a huge bash of things! But if I can't make it before, then rest assure I'll get right on it when I get back home! After I've gotten some sleep, I'm guessing I'll be needing it ;P

Well, this sucks... Progress has been running slow and I don't know when it'll speed up again. It has sort of been a lot, and this weekend won't be any less, with the birthday party tomorrow and all. I'm excited about that part, especially the presents. Go ahead and call me a materialist, it's okay. After all, I am one.

Right now I have this funny feeling inside, dunno why really. Perhaps it has to do with the excitement. Also, I seem to have a hard time stop coughing and my scalp is itching like hell, but I'm not going to wash my hair until tomorrow so this'll be an interesting night... And as if that wasn't enought, I think I'm hungry too. Life is just wonderful.

'Night.

Things have been set in motion.
The motion-theme is about... half-done. I have to admit, I knew it wasn't going to be that easy and that it would take time, but it was harder than I expected. Of course it can have something to do with that I'm feeling a little bit under the weather too...
But like I said, about 50% of the icons are done, and I'll try to finish up them today. A lot of changes in the plan was made, and if I know myself right there'll probably be more of that too. Just as long as I get the important ones done, right?
I'll have to come up with something for the new layout too. We'll see what happens.

Tonight it's Björn-time again. Oh, how I love that boy!

Toodles.

Boy, do I got plans for this thing!
Sort of.
I know I suck at this thing called "updating", that's why it probably seems highly unnecessary for me to change the layout again - like, didn't I just do that? I don't care. I like changing stuff. Not always a good thing of course, there's that chance that you'll overdo it.
I think I just lost my red line (thread?). If there ever was one, that is.
Never mind.
I'll give my LJ a makeover and I'll try to make my own mood theme - I've been thinking about it for a while, I've just never come around to actually do it. 
Thinking I'll make it my project for the weekend, or maybe even tomorrow - if I feel as crappy when I wake up tomorrow as I do now, then I won't be heading of for school. It's not worth it.
Only problem is, my mouse is completely out of hand, which means I'll have to do it on my laptop - I try to avoid doing as much "home stuff" as possible on it, don't actually know why really, but desperate times calls for desperate mesaures I believe it's called.
Also, this little problem is one of the reasons why I'm not doing that much stuff at the moment. A very small reason, but still a reason. I just used the word "reason" three times. Four times counting this. Yeah, I'm tired...

I think I'll have to get back to what I've been doing most of last night and today - breathing. It's really hard doing that when it feels like you don't have a nose! No kidding.

Noticed that today is exactly two months since my last update. That is sort of the only reason why I'm writing. Like it even really matter. Anyhow. My throat hurts like hell - no school for me today. Yay?

Christmas is over. For me. But really, I concider it to be over as soon as the clock strikes twelve and it's December 25th... Haha, I'm really materialistic!

Today's been quite good. I watched "The Princess Diaries" this evening, since it was aired on television for like the millionth (spelling?) time - and I've probobly seen it just as many. But still, I guess it's just one of those movies that you can see over and over again without really getting bored with it. Even though it's probobly not one of the greatest movies ever made... LOL 
And I still haven't seen the second one! I want to. I have no idea if it's good or not, but if you have seen the first one and kinda liked it you just have to see the second one too. Or third or fourth or however many there is.

And gosh, have I've been creative today! This must be some kind of record, seriously!
See for yourselves... (Well, some older stuff too...)

ICONS:
[01-06] Brothers & Sisters
[07-16] Various celebrity siblings
[17-24] Kelly Osbourne
[25-42] Supernatural

Teasers:
  
( World record, this way! )
Hopefully this is good for a small compensation due to my lack of updates anyway! ;)

Nighty night!

I'm a bit pissed off right now, my brother must be the most egocentric person there is! No kidding. That's why I'm eating Ahlgrens Bilar for breakfast. No good at all, I know, but right now I don't care. Gonna have a toast or two later anyway.

Was gonna put up some stuff too, but I'm not in a mood for it right now. Have a check later today or something like that.

At the moment, I'm really in love with my LJ and the way that it looks like now! Of course I can't take all the credit, because I couldn't have got this far without my precious soul_bird, so thanks a million cherry pie! :D

 What else is new? Right, made some new stuff! ^^
(Some of them is actually old, but what the heck)

ICONS:
[01-10] Christina Aguilera
[11-15] Jesse McCartney
[16-22] Sophia Bush

Teasers:
  
( Come to the dark side... We have cookies! )
I need to wash my hair. Before Heroes. Guess now is the time...

So, my journal is under construction again, hopefully I'll be able to make into the way I want it! Or at least something similar... Haha
Guess what I want to have said is that you shouldn't be surprised if it looks a bit funny here... :P
Wish me luck!

So... I don't know if anyone's even really reading my journal, and I don't blame anyone for not doing it. I don't even do it myself. Or write in it. I just... forget.
I guess I don't have much to say, and I want to be able to upload stuff at the same time as I write, but that's hard when you don't even have anything to show.
Everytime I try to create something it ends up like... nothing. And that sucks. But I want to try to do better, it's just hard when school takes up most of the time. Oh, thank God there's a holiday coming up! Like I don't have to spend most of it studying and stuff... Crap.
But I know myself, I won't study until sometime Sunday evening. I always do, and it's impossible to change it. I've tried. Guess I have to try harder, eh? With everything.
At least now you know - I'm not dead! Not completely anyway.

Finally I made some new stuff!
Okay, some are not so new anymore, but I lost my creativityness and... I kinda forgot... Oh, well.

ICONS:
[01-03] Ugly Betty
[04-06] JoAnna Garcia
[07-12] Avril Lavigne
[13-17] Pink
[18-23] Jensen Ackles

Teasers:
  
( Look beyond what you see )
By the way, why do sundays always have to be so friggin' boring?!

At the moment I feel really "blaah". It's an awful feeling, I hate it.
To make it even worse, there's really nothing I can do about it. I don't think anyone else can either. Or they can, but it can't be just anybody and it's very complicated. Way to complicated for me to even try to talk about it.
My mind is a total blur, but at the same time some things couldn't be more clear. It's confusing me. Am I not engough confused already? I can't take more confusioness. It's eating me up inside.
I need to get out. But it's not that easy as it might seem. Until you've been in my shoes, you have no clue what it's like.
My mind's tired and my eyes are tired but I can't sleep. Not now. It's too early. On the other hand it kinda feels like it would be the best thing to do right now. But I bet that if I did, when actually in bed, I'd be wide awake again. And bored. "Bored" is my middle name.
I had so many plans, but someone's working against me. This goes for everything. I have no idea what to do.
I need a life. I want a life!
Right now I'm just gonna go and... fall, fall into nothingness. It won't be that hard, I'm an expert at it now. These days, it all just comes very natural. I don't even have to try. Am I a lucky girl or what?

Guess what!? I'm bored! Again. Poor me.
I've got nothing to do, and some things are still not going my way!
At least I got my movie and CD yesterday. Haven't watched the movie yet, thought. I'm saving it one more day or so. But the CD was far from a disappointment anyway! No complains what so ever there.

No "Beyond the Break" today, stupid Kanal 5 decided to show some lame-ass program about the new Harry Potter movie. It'll probobly be really boring, but I might watch it anyway, it's not like I've got anything better to do.
At least it's "What about Brian" & "The war at home" as normal. After that I might watch Grease, I got a sudden urge for it. I like the songs. Of course that's not all I like about it, but they're what I thought about at the moment.

Why do I have to be so far from all of those that I want to be close? This sucks. The weather sucks. Everything sucks. Life's a bitch. It really, really is.
Right now, not even music can cheer me up. That's when you know that things are really bad...

Why do things always have to go their own way? Can't they go my way just once? That would be so damn beautiful! Or something like that. I'm to tired to care.

I'm pretty much bored to tears right now and I don't know what to do about it! I've tried pretty much the whole afternoon without success, so why would it come to me now?
And if it did, it would be kinda ironic. I mean, it's getting pretty late, so it's not like you can really do whatever. I could go to bed but it's too early for me to even be close falling asleep. I really hope I'll be able to fall asleep as soon as possible when I go for it. I can't take another night like these past ones.

Oh, I wanna watch a movie so bad! But there are no fun ones, and I have to wait 'til at least tomorrow before the one I orderd comes. And at the same time I'll get the new CD from Amber Pacific! Yaay!
(BTW, I heard AP fired their guitarrist. That would be Will. I wonder why... Anyway, I think it's kinda sad since he's the cutest one of them :P)